Bella/Herself. Masturbation. Accidentally depressing. Porn. Short.
She can’t explain why she’s stopped feeling sexy around him-
Though, she thinks that maybe it started around the time she started lying to him about that broken, horrible thing forming inside of her-
But still, laying here, on her own and so far away from him she feels like herself, worries that maybe there’s something broken on the outside too, between them-
No-
She tries not to think, closes her eyes to the light streaming through the window, between the folds of the curtains, presses the button, starts the hum-
